christina-the boston gal
all the terms are in a positive meaning not negative. we were all so different but we went. like when it came down to business we were humans and had feelings and shit. we had each others backs in the end even though some of us werent close. we knew we lived together and we wanted to make it work.
@2 days ago
woke up at 8 am on the dot pretty much. its my first official day of summer, why? because i flew home last night from school. thought id be relieved to have a car, be in warm weather, good food, chico, make money, no class, no hw. well im not fuckin relieved i legit (i had to think about the word a while) feel like i got broken up with, a clean break up though! like the thought of it hitting you and realizing you have to accept it. “shit, this really happened.” it fuckin happened. LV2 (lakeview 2) is over now. Steph, katie, alyssa, christina, and miranda are no longer my roommates and we will never have that again. the environment of living in a house together. it hurts and it hurts the most with steph.
its like what happened the first week of school is happening all over again now that this year is over except im not actually getting broken up with this time lol. its like im left to deal with this but im not up at LV2 im home with no signs of franky P anywhere and no reminders of it. its sad.
im surprised myself about this little thought….louis isnt even in my mind. i mean the saddness or loss because deep down i know that next year will be the same as this year or better! he’ll have a single and ill be at LV4 and we’ll have a whole year. so thats a relief i guess.
@2 days ago